Fate, opportunity and a Swedish twentysomething.
In a bar last week, a distressed guy was telling me his thoughts on
life. He had just finished an affair with a 22-year old Swedish girl and
he was distressed because the Swede had confessed to going to bars and
making out with strangers; as well as to having a shadowy arrangement
with a rich guy who gave her money and whom she may or may not have been
sleeping with.
My new friend showed me an exchange of
text messages where he had insinuated that the 22-year old Swede was a
prostitute. The girl had fired back in frenzied, manic texts in an
attempt to defend herself as well as to get some kind of reaction from
the guy.
“I’m almost 30,” the guy said to me. “I don’t
need to be getting crazy texts from a 22-year old.” He pulled out his
phone, showed me a picture of his older brother’s kid, and then
despaired over the fact that it was hard to find a good woman in New
York, let alone have the chance to start a family.
Then,
he told me a story about how last month, after working a week of double
shifts at his bar as well as doing freelance illustration work, he had a
day off. It was a sunny day so he decided to sit in the park. While he
was sitting, a large branch from a tree fell on him, separating his
shoulder. Luckily, he had ducked in time and, as he later learned from a
doctor, the branch had fallen on the strongest part of his shoulder.
“You’re
very lucky,” the doctor had told him. “There’s no ligament damage
anywhere. The shoulder could have been separated much worse. You were
very close to serious danger.”
The guy then explained how
the event had made him think about his life. He said that he had friends
that believed in fate and the mystic way of the world and others that
just believed that things were a random series of events. The branch
falling on his back made him think that he was meant to be on his feet
for the next two months, rather than laid up in bed with a serious
injury; but he wasn’t entirely sure. It could have just been freak
accident.
“All I know is,” he said. “Is that I don’t want to be the guy who is eating dinner alone at forty.”
I
told him that if he was this worried about it at twenty-nine, that he
would probably be alright. We drank beers at the bar and then the music
got loud, people started filing in and we went our separate ways.
****
“For Immediate Release” was the best episode of the sixth season of Mad Men
thus far. To recount all of the action would be dizzying and pointless.
The episode had all the trademarks of the show when it operates at its
peak: the playful “caper”, the unexpected intimate conversation, a
revealing speech, humor, adultery, selfishness and that vague ambiguousness that makes you have to watch it again.
Upon
watching this episode multiple times, the parts I keep coming back to
are the ones that have to do with fate, and whether or not it exists.
There are two major mentions or allusions to fate. The first is when
Pete says to Don—after he has yelled at Don for firing Jaguar and after
Don then uses Roger’s news about Chevy to make it seem like everything
worked out—in the SCDP conference room, “Don’t act like you had a plan.
You’re Tarzan, swinging from vine to vine!”
The second,
and more outright mention of fate, occurs when Don rides the elevator
with Dr. Rosen who tells him that he quit his job as a surgeon because
his hospital stopped him from giving a heart transplant to a little boy
in Houston. “Fate hasn’t chosen me,” Dr Rosen says. “I don’t believe in
fate,” Don answers. “You make your own opportunities.”
Despite the fact that Don is the main character of Mad Men,
it seems interesting that these two opposite takes on fate, planning
and opportunity are both taken in close relation to Don—and his ongoing
professional success. Dick Whitman made himself into Don Draper by
stealing a man’s identity after he accidentally blew him up in Korea.
Then, after leaving his family behind, Dick/Don toiled as a car salesman
in California, where Anna Draper found him using her husband’s name.
She could have reported him to the police, but she didn’t. Later, in New
York, while working at a fur company, Don meets Roger Sterling, forces
his amateur advertising work on him, gets him drunk, then shows up to work at Sterling Cooper and lies about Roger offering him a job. And
from there, the Don Draper we know was slowly formed—opportunity by
opportunity.
However, the majority of those situations are
easily and most likely based on luck. Did Don “make his own
opportunity” by taking a job at the fur store that Roger Sterling
happened to use as the place to buy his red-haired mistress a “getting
to know you” gift? Was it “opportunity” that Dick enlisted in the Korean
War, was clumsy and then accidentally blew up the real Don Draper?
Most of Don’s success is based on luck and Roger’s landing of the Chevy account as deus ex machina is
just another example. Meanwhile, Don’s decisions affect the fates of
those around him. Pete and Joan discuss the fact that Don doesn’t even
care about money, but his decision to fire Jaguar costs the company the
chance at the IPO and costs Joan the chance to have a stake in the
company worth a little over one million dollars—a sum that (along with
some alcohol) makes her blush. It also takes away whatever remaining
dignity she had in the wake of her rendezvous with Herb from Jaguar in
“The Other Woman.” And she certainly lets him know it in one of the
episode’s best scenes and one of Joan’s most powerful moments in the
entire run of the series.
Don’s decision also costs Pete a
chance to make another claim in his ongoing quest to be MVP of the
agency. However, Pete ends up costing himself when he celebrates at the
whorehouse and runs into his father-in-law. I’m not trying to be a prude
(to each his own), but that was an “opportunity” that Pete could have
avoided. There’s no way he could have known that he would see his
father-in-law, but that chance could have been taken away if Pete
elected not to go to the whorehouse to celebrate—luck swung poorly for
him. And, then, Pete compounds his bad luck with another bad decision
when he tells Trudy about her father being in with the “Negro
prostitute*.” As Trudy tells Pete, “You’ve made plenty of choices,
Peter.” And she’s right. Pete has had his chances—he’s always wanted to
be Don, but he just seems to make the more destructive decision (even
moreso than Don) and, for the most part, he just doesn’t seem to have
luck on his side.
(*Editor’s Note: You have
to love Pete accusing Harry of being a racist just last week and then
relishing the opportunity to rub the fact that Trudy’s father was using
an African American prostitute in Trudy’s face.)
Meanwhile, Peggy may be the unluckiest character in the Mad Men
universe. If anyone on the show has truly made her own opportunities,
it’s been Peggy. She never slept with Don, she was loyal to Freddy
Rumsen when he pissed himself and only begrudgingly accepted her
promotion when he was put on leave. She endured hours of abuse and
transcendent, subtle moments of drunken bonding with Don and even then
had to be pushed by Freddy Rumsen to “make her own opportunity” in
negotiating for a new position at CGC. And now, because of Don and Ted’s
decision to merge in order to land the Chevy account, it’s as if all
her progress has been wiped away. Though, Peggy subtly wishes for that
when she tells Abe, in their newly-bought, run-down Upper West Side
apartment: “I don’t like change. I want everything to stay the same.”
In
the end, fate and opportunity come down to something approximating what
Joan says about Don, “because we’re all just rooting you from the
sidelines, hoping what you decide is best for our lives.” There are lots
of times in life when it seems as though someone else is deciding what
is best for us, that no matter how hard we try to “make our own
opportunities” that, as Don says, “this game is rigged.” You can work as
hard as you want and it can all come to nothing; you can go out with a
crazy 22-year old Swede and find out that she is cheating on you and
possibly for money; and then a tree branch can fall on your back, almost
putting you in a hospital.
You can’t regret those
decisions, those “opportunities” you made for yourself. All you can do
is learn from them, and realize that most of the time things can be a
whole lot worse. There’s always going to be someone else, someone far
away, someone nearby, someone with less power than you or someone with
more power than you making decisions as well—and there’s a chance that
somewhere along the line those decisions can affect you too; change or
destroy your own “opportunities,” the things you worked to make for
yourself.
So, perhaps, its best to be like Abe and try to
make the best of the crappy Upper West Side apartment you’ve just
bought, instead of being like Peggy and fantasizing over your boss,
wearing a smoking robe and reading Something by Ralph Waldo Emerson.
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